Since I just finished watching 3 movies which its genre is
romance or the so called love story. I want to share my thoughts and experience
about love. We all want to have a happy ending, isn't it? Well who doesn't anyway? To girls, like me, we all want to have this “perfect guy” in which he’s
handsome, gentleman, sweet, and a good guy to be specific. As we all know, love
can’t be perfect. There are problems that occur, but there will be always a solution
to that. Usually, as I've observed, some people might give up but 6 out of 10
mostly fights for it and gives everything they can in order to save their
marriage or relationship. Based on the 3 movies I've watched, there are guys
which would not hesitate to cry and fight for the one they love. I’m just
really curious if in reality, there are still guys in which who doesn't even
care for the age gap, the physical features of a lady. In which they would accept
who they really are and whom they are not. I, as a student, even wonder if that
would happen to me in the future. But what scares me the most is that, someone
would break my heart and that I would not be able to trust and to open my heart
when it comes to loving another “new” person.
It scares me that a guy would be
very good to you when it comes to courting you but when time passes by, when
you guys get married, there are tendencies that couples fight and could
actually lead to divorce or annulment, which I don’t want to happen to me in
the future. I may be a perfectionist, but yeah, I want a guy that would cry and
fight for me. That would love me ‘til the end. A guy once broke my heart. And
it wasn't that easy to heal. It wasn't even easy to forgive, forget and to move
on. If he thinks it was easy for me since I act strong, well he is totally
wrong. Why on earth hurt me like hell? Which only proves that guys are the
same. They usually get the women’s feeling and just say goodbye like nothing
happened. They were acting like they also got hurt which I guess they didn't
The pain I experienced cannot be compared to the pain they experienced, if they
really felt pain since I once knew I was being cheated on but I kept on giving
my heart to him. The fact that it was my friend who seemed to betray me. The
thing was, they were still happy. I was smiling just to show I moved on and I
don’t care about them, but it hurts like hell. Being blamed for everything even
though I was the one that got hurt the most. Oh well, I guess that’s life. You
really can’t expect on what’s going to happen.
There’s this quote that says,
“Wag kang magsalita nang tapos” in which I do agree, cause in my situation, I did
said that, I would NOT fall in love with that type of guy but I was totally a jerk
that later on I realize I was falling in love with a guy who’s lying. The fact
that he’s loving my friend on the other hand. Okay, enough of this first
heartbreak of mine. Well, I guess, I did forgave them for what they've done but
yeah, it’s not easy moving on. It took me 3 months of crying. It took me about
6 months to recover the pain and it took me another 3 months in order to move
on. I don’t have a current love life.
I’m busy in school, busy being a fan girl and was currently busy being an event
organizer. Maybe this is my passion. This is what I love. I go follow artists
and that’s what makes me feel happy. It was a great year even though I got
tough challenges, but I’ll consider it as a great year than last year since
last year was a disaster. Just a piece of advice, don’t be in a hurry to be in
a relationship. You CAN risk if you want to. Well it actually depends on your
situation and your confidence, as well. Remember, a mistake cannot be covered
up by another mistake.
